I'll save my best smile, for you.

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okk.. always aft exams and i feel damn pissed off k.. lemme fill curious ppl in::

went to sch wit such a happy feeling.. cuz today last day of exams! i was soo looking forward to taking my emaths I paper and leaving the sch compounds.. so aft the exams.. woohooo! then had 1hr break where the hi-five camp ppl meet up and we discussed abt wad to sell in sch nx wk.. gonna sell honey sticks! yea.. must buy fr us k.. ^_^

had the review and reflection paper for 45min.. i guess its not tt bad.. i mean.. reviewing the sch and myself is ok! .. but i still think we shld do it during end-of-yr and not during mid-yr.. so weird! ><

then came d terrible part.. i went to look for a teacher.. trying to ask her somethg.. then she wanted me to go for a camp.. that camp tt i hated and loathe and am not interested in. i shall NOT fill in details cuz i dun wanna tok bout it k.. but how whld feel if u cried at the corridor where alot of ppl are walking? its not tt d teacher make me cry. but i really dun wanna go for tt camp k.. sometimes i wonder.. if i had passed the badminton trials when i was in sec one.. i wouln't be in my current cca.. then maybe i wun cry so much for dis cca.. i joined cuz i wanted to pick up first aid.. i DID NT realised tt there are so many things to dis.. i really regretted.. i still wanna join badminton alot.. then i could have jus taken up first aid course outside right? sigh.. i really dun wanna go.. dun ask me why.. i thought abt it for so long already.. those ppl jus like to scold.. i hate it when i'm scolded for no rhyme or reason.. its not even my fault.. y am i getting the scolding wit the others????.. yea... u can say i'm WEAK.. like i care. i am super sensitive k.. if i go for tt camp.. i might jus commit suicide there. craps..

went out wit lz manda and dreys.. for lunch! jus the FOUR of us.. ^_^.. ate mcdonalds.. shld have taped us k.. mad bunch of humans.. laugh for no reason.. and talking bout stolen cars?!!.. okkkk.. -_-

posted by sj @ 10:03 AM